Storm Log Notice: Entries are added here as the storm unfolds. Storm Log Archive May 15, 2026 – May 31, 2026 05/15/2026 R estless night. One of those nights where sleep technically happens, but not in any meaningful way. Tossing. Turning. Waking. Drifting. Repeating. Around 8:20 a.m., I woke up feeling physically fatigued before the day had even started. There was that familiar ache in my chest again—the emotional kind, not the kind that sends you to the ER, but the kind that sits heavy enough to make even getting out of bed feel difficult. I hate how familiar that feeling has become. By 9:05 a.m., I was still in bed, researching attachment theory videos and trying to understand dynamics that have become painfully relevant. I had no real plan for the day. Part of me considered going to Cole Park off Ocean Drive, but that place carries too much history with someone I care about. It felt too loaded. The beach park I’ve been going to lately felt safer. Le...

Storm Log Notice: Entries are added here as the storm unfolds. Storm Log Archive April 30, 2026 – May 14, 2026 04/30/26 W orked at the warehouse and completed several delivery runs. Took time to update my car sticker, then returned and continued working. Pauline and her sister came by to pick up another order. I realized I may have met her sister years ago—it’s just now coming back to me after not seeing her for so long. Gathered some flowers and contacted a nearby nursing home (different from the usual one). Spoke with the activities coordinator, Connie—very kind on the phone and even more so in person. Dropped off a large batch of flowers. Didn’t have time to prep them (no bouquets or cleanup), but I cut the stems to help. Staff said they would handle the rest. Connie also took some photos of me while I was there—her idea, not mine. After work, went to orientation for my new evening job. Finished around 7 PM. Brought some flowers with me to orientation so th...